Monthly Archives: September 2014

Yesterday and today

My boyfriends dad died yesterday and I have hit rock bottom in terms of anxiety. He wasn’t a great man but a death is a death. I was there when my boyfriend heard the news. I was happy I was … Continue reading

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Past

Three years ago and he’s got his arm around another girl, its 1am and you know where they are gonna go. Except you don’t because this merely a image you have created in your mind. You didn’t know him three … Continue reading

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Plastic parts

Fake tits Fake lips Fake nails on her finger tips A plastic doll Ready to melt Ready to play   Fake breasts But the boys don’t mind Tits are tits and they love a look it doesn’t matter that they … Continue reading

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High functioning

I am functioning But in pure panic mode I am awaiting the hours until Pure panic Will be released I can’t cry As I am in public I can’t even tell classmates what is wrong because Pure panic just pushes … Continue reading

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Plastic bags

Depression distorts things. It distorts faces, words, the way you view the world. Depression puts ugly faces on the people around you. They may be laughing at something else but you swear that it is you. You begin to hate … Continue reading

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